This is a video game, the reality we experience on Earth. We are avatars, and by that I mean we are game pieces, projected holograms for playing in this reality, from our soul selves.
I see our souls as in a collective in a star. We are completely in oneness. The idea of a partner, like on this earth, feels like a contraction and a separation from love. We are all together as ONE in the soul that we are. Perhaps we exist in individual stars as rays from the great central sun, from the center of something bigger than that and so on. We are soul rays, essences of our souls as frequency expressed in bodies. We are an emanation of source from a center that is beyond us and spreads out in all directions- as star. I sense we receive the light of source, our source selves, through our head to our pineal gland, the receiver. It is like a flower that opens and lets in the light in our crown. The light filters down like a river in the body. Where it comes from and goes to is less important, however. What is important is that we feel the soul's essence in our heart space. It feels like a visceral vibrational sensation. It is the tingling of the memory of oneness love. It is the imprint of our true self that we feel there. It can be kindled by thinking of a child or pet that we love, or other loved one. It can be remembered when we tap into tenderness and caring that we have felt for another and we have received from others in our lifetime. We are receiving it right now when we tap into it. We are receiving from our soul self, our true self, our soul group, and the ONE that we are. We can fill up on this light- infinite receiving and the bliss of that oneness which we remember in our core is possible. It is the ticket to getting out of this earth game, or the secret to being on the earth but not of it, a transcendence from the struggle.
Our body is not who we are. It is our playing piece in the game, like imagine Risk or Life or Monopoly or Parchesi. You have a token to travel the paths of life with, and now I am seeing the games Candyland and 'Shutes and Ladders' in my mind. The Matrix, created compliments of those who take advantage of humans, tricking them in the game (which is also part of the game and we agreed to it, crazily enough) teaches us otherwise. The reality we are in, aka The Matrix, shows us to hate our bodies by teaching us the wrongness of the appearance of us. It trains us into seeking something we don't have on many levels, including seeking the perfect looks, the perfect body, and the perfect decorations for the body. We are busy seeking these things as that is what we are taught happiness is. We identify our bodies as us, and we feel guilt about their imperfection set by the standards of mass consciousness that has been manipulated. It keeps us trapped in our body to be seeking an outer appearance that is virtually impossible for anyone to attain.
What our Bodies Really Are
From our soul's perspective, we incarnated into a body to experience and learn in this reality. We may have come here to raise the frequency of earth as well which means bring a higher light quotient to individuals and the earth. It means to generative and giving of our soul essence to those around us so they wake up to connecting with their own soul essence. We are here to remember the oneness, that we are each other, and to remember our soul selves and feel that projection within us.
We come into bodies with a handicap, well many handicaps to play in this game. I hear you saying it isn't much of a game because sometimes the play is not fun. I completely agree and when you get how the game works, you can start to make it easier for you and for others. You can help people with knowing about your soul and connecting to your soul's essence. So much is possible. When you came here, you agreed to play by the rules that govern this reality. It is hard not to, as we are socialized and conditioned withint the Matrix. When we have an illness in this reality, it is a part of what we came here to learn and experience. We also are simultaneously in our "soul self" where all is well, where there is no illness or disease and there is complete love and no separation. All is provided and there is abundance as we are beyond need and want. We have everything because we have one another sharing love and tenderness and caring to all as we know we are one another. This reality makes us think from infancy that something is wrong with us., that we are undeserving and unworthy of love. That is the big trick that separates us from our essence. This trick also makes us feel like others are separate and tolerate the violence of this culture. We tolerate hurting of ourselves and one another- as after all, we are already beating ourselves up.
The truth is that we are part of source always and always loved, yet we forget. That is a handicap to make the game more tough. I call it the forgetting. Now is the time of remembering and just this morning I remembered this thing about the soul self. I came together as I was waking up to an intense vibration as I often do these days and I think it has to do with the shift and ascension symptoms. It was like an earthquake inside me to come back into my body. I sense I am traveling out of body in dreamtime. I think many would agree that we can do that, that we astral project or leave our sleeping bodies behind and travel other places, some say other dimensions, as we sleep. That was the feeling, like an internal earthquake, but it was a good feeling and centered right in my heart space...lots of vibration which I translate as a feeling of vibrancy and of love. I feel the sensation of the oneness that is experienced all the time, 24/7 in the soul where we are all together. It makes for a heart open feeling, a connected feeling, a powerful vibration that can be spread throughout the body. I say to you- in order to connect to your soul's essence and the oneness there, notice this sensation.
How it all Works
We exist always as the soul self in oneness with others, a huge harmonious star soul collective. Some would call this a Ra or soul collective. In the past we were takers of energy, or service to self as we felt a lack. We have struggled for enough in this reality. We have felt a lack of money and abundance because we don't feel the oneness that I speak of. WE have felt a lack of love in ourselves because we have been separated. The separation is from who we really are, and from other beloveds. Everyone is merged with us in that reality. This reality is a virtual reality, a game, in which we believe we are unloved, we don't have enough, and that we have enemies. In the soul collective Ra, those beings that are playing the roles of characters who are enemy are merged in oneness love with us too. It is a giant LARP or Live Action Role Play game on earth if you know what that means. Wikipedia tells us that
A live action role-playing game (LARP) is a form of role-playing game where the participants physically act out their characters' actions. The players pursue goals within a fictional setting represented by the real world, while interacting with each other in character. The outcome of player actions may be mediated by game rules, or determined by consensus among players. Event arrangers called gamemasters decide the setting and rules to be used and facilitate play.
We have been tricked by the Matrix by believing it is real. It sure seems that way.
What is Possible
When we wake up to this being a game, we can be in the Matrix but not of it. We can start to heal our lives and ourselves. We can help others and generate our own light. We become stars meaning in our hearts are the soul collective oneness love energy and vibration which is frequency. This emanates to others. We don't have to hook into them and they don't have to hook into us to get our energy and our needs met. We are on the living grid of light, as I call it, in which all is given and all is received. Our hearts are the nodal points, like knots on a giant net like a hammock or webwork around the world, We generate and flow infinite love from source to one another and receive it too. We know there is enough. We are given to and we are willing to receive. Receiving energy, love and abundance is difficult for us as individuals in this reality as we have been trained to not love and appreciate ourselves. We can clear up our health issues by discovering how to connect to our soul's essence. This frequency of who we are brings up our body's vibration so that healing happens. Our body is come to be seen in a different way. We discover that is a hologram, a vessel for our soul's essence or light. Remembering and embodying that light changes everything for us and has the potential of changing everything for everyone.
I recall that when we were created and an aspect of us created us, I remember that too, that there was an original 12D blueprint of source for our bodies. We can feel the frequency of love in our hearts and remember our soul collective essence, viscerally, and ask to remember to return to our state of being in which we were created. What was the intention of source in creating us? We now know that the illnesses and physical health issues we have we have chosen as handicaps to overcome in this reality. We chose them to learn from them! It is the same thing when somebody is much better at golf, chess, or table tennis and they give the other person an advantage when starting the game so it is harder for to win.
We can feel the soul's essence filling us, feeling the love and from that place of oneness memory, ask to understand the soul's lesson in having a physical problem we wish to overcome. This goes for other challenges. Relationships are healed, the problem of not enough abundance can be solved by remembering what having everything including love and money feels like. The soul's essence is always right there as a feeling in our hearts ready to expand, and ready to leave us in bliss all the time. I describe spiritual awakening which many have experienced. The challenge is that we experience that and then we think we have lost it and something is wrong. Again, this an artifact from being in the Matrix. Of course we think that if get something we have to lose it!! But it is right there within us and always was all along, and our awareness.
Our body becomes a vehicle that we can lovingly take care of, giving it foods that allow lightness and more of this awareness which gives us a feeling of joy and bliss to be back in the oneness. We might be inclined to ask the body vehicle what it needs and give it what it asks for in a loving way. This is opposite fo the punative way we have been treating ourselves and our bodies as we have been in seeking mode, in the mode of asking outside ourselves what experts say is good for us. We can be open to our potential of continued health, seeing through the program of aging that the Matrix has taught us. What if we questioned that belief and many others and detached from our programming, our conditioning and the Matrix? What aging and sickness could become obsolete from detaching from collective consciousness? If we already know intuitively everything we need for our healing? What if we remember the 12D divine blueprint of source for us? What if our mental health was improved because we remembered that we are love, we are loved, and we have all that we need; and know this as a felt truth inside us instead of a mental construct?
I hear you wondering how and the answer is so simple. It is to feel the love you are in your heart, connect with the soul's essence, the oneness love from there. No longer do you run things through your mind, but you connect with knowing through the heart. You connect in heart coherence with all of those around you. It will be easiest with a dog or cat or a baby that is sleeping at first. Then you can do it with your partner and family in quiet situations, and eventually in whatever is happening on the outslde, you will be able to connect with your heart to other hearts.
The Matrix: We have to see through the programming. We have to see from the eyes of the heart, without fighting back, but from a place of detachment from the beliefs that trap us. The trap is the disconnection from our soul selves, the grid of living light, oneness love, our own hearts and each other's hearts plus our own heart's knowing and trusting that. Everywhere there is struggle inserted into mass consciousness, we can't take it in as real. We have to remember the oneness love. Watching the news, hearing about tragedy and crime, and about politics will show us aspects of Matrix created struggle for keeping us in the game. Getting out of the game, ending it and all the suffering everyone is experiencing, is to remember the love and remember that there are worlds created and possible that are struggle free. We know it in our hearts as truth.
The soul projects its ray into a reality, say this Earth game, and this ray fills a body vehicle, which is 99.99% space. We are here to play in this body vehicle. We exist eternally as a soul. The soul is also projected into other bodies, and at this time of shift or ascension, we are coming to experiences glimpses of other realities our soul is living in. Past lives could be considered an expression of this, as it is said that time is a construct of this Earth game. We will be able to go into other lifetimes and realities once we connect with our soul and the soul collective of us.
Something to try, and I did when I woke up, is to be in that space of feeling the soul in the heart as a vibration. Then, while lying in bed, imagine yourself sitting up and meditating. I can do this. I can be lying down with my eyes closed and also feeling myself sitting up in meditation, and do so at the same time. This is the beginning of bilocation. Practice this and the whole idea of projection becomes real and experienced. The body holds a projection of consciousness from the soul self, but in fact we can be corporeal or non-corporeal. When there are near death experiences, people report going back through a tunnel to the light. They report being in such love that they don't want to come back from that unified state of being. You should take heart that the idea of death as a tragedy isn't completely true. Death is coming home to yourself and becoming whole. But you can remember this while in your body right here and right now. You always continue to exist, and you can exist in what reality you choose to project yourself into. In the meantime, let this idea give you some freedom and open you to seeing yourself in a new way. You are not your body. You are completely loved and accepted. Everyone, all life, is a part of you and you are a part of them. We have forgotten so much, and it is a game, so play. Have fun. Love one another. Heal, and come into balance. See through all illusion. Love is the only truth, all else is illusion.
~Shannon Luminance River
Akashic Intuitive Guidance for Lightworkers and Starseeds