Who were you before incarnating into a body? Who were you originally? The questions open up up some space inside, and there isn't a concrete answer. The answer is not the point but the exploration of feeling and thinking about it are.
YES that is where I AM pointing, meaning the voice within. Who are you...masculine or feminine? What if you took every lifetime into account and you have been the opposite sex before? They, labels like gender, are constructs and aspects and and not the wholeness that you be.
Wave form is pure potential.
I am remembering that how we observe before it ever, the particle state, in which what we expect comes to pass because we observed it and took
for granted that is what we are.
Let me quote Matrix Energetics ( a healing modality that I have studied) describes how this works- "This transformation takes place at the quantum level interacting with the wave fronts (energy and information) that create all of reality. We are ‘energy and information’ and we arrange this conscious energy system into patterns that shape our lives. Patterns like fractals repeat, it is their nature, reproducing the same effect faithfully and if we want to change the patterns that keep us stuck in life, we can engage them in the ‘Field’. The Field is where all possibilities/potential exist. It is the glue that holds everything together and contains the particles/waves that collapse into reality when observed. Our Reality,our perceived reality.Matrix Energetics appears magical but is based on the laws of quantum physics." -Credit to Richard Bartlett
Stripped of identity, all we are is I AM, or existence. The fact you exist is one thing you can be sure about. I am -------- this or I am -------that is not something to be sure about. Family roles you may be currently experiencing but don't need to limit who you are to that viewpoint.
It might help release a condition or disease...by not continually saying "I have fibromyalgia" or whatever you think you have. In truth you may have moments where youreally notice the symptoms of this, and other times where you are not having symptoms. In all times you are simply being you and existing. You lock a condition in place by defining it. If you focus less on the definition and go into he wave form where pure possibility lies, the before you noticed and defined this condition, you can feel some freedom,expansion and possibility.
Similarly if you define yourself as "I am needy"- it limits you. There are moments in which "I am self-sufficient" clearly is your truth or so I am guessing. The truth is I AM and existence that you are having various moments that rise and fall away, coming and going as various definitions. What was the state of being before you were experiencing the conditions? I AM points that state of being or presence before.
Source has everyone and their eyes to see and experience life on earth in a different way. We are consciousness experiencing itself in many ways with many viewpoints and experiences. How about if we as individuals expanded our consciousness as source does, by playing out various roles and experiences, at the same time, and being an observer beyond them? I am seeing how we can be less fixed. We can let go of scripts. A way to become more awake and aware and less "in the story" of yourself is to be the observer of yourself. It instantly takes you out of negative emotions that might be passing through. The integrating the observer aspect of you with the experiencer aspect, what if you are both at the same time? What if you were male and female at the same time without defining? Or even beyond the experience of gender going straight to I AM presence.
This is not to say "do not be who you are," but to not be the definitions you think you are. It is about changing our patterns of habituation to undefine ourselves. It is reaching toward a state of subtraction which brings us to the Buddhist state of shunyata or emptiness. Sometimes this emptiness can be scary to our minds, so having tools like meditation and observation of the self and going into the heart can help with the process.
Where is this all going? this is going to a state of being that is contentment. Contentment comes from lack of attachment to that state of being or anything. The state of being that is empty and flowing with the waves of what comes and goes within. That is what meditation can be, the watching of various states of being the rising and falling of thoughts. What arises in consciousness and in our experience is temporary. Even being a man or woman. Yet it is my belief that we continue to exist beyond this body. Take that meditation of watching that rising and falling of experience, into life, noticing the coming and going of states of being.
I got this for today, Infinite Bliss 22 in the Triple Goddess Tarot, and it seems perfect for this blog post. Draw one for yourself here.
Alchemy and Transformation: At this stage of initiation--through regular prayer, meditation, and visualization--the human body begins to transform into a being of Infinite Bliss. The organs are strengthened and new levels of perception are awakened. The preconditions necessary to attain true peace and freedom have been fulfilled.
Awakening to the Archetype -The Great Bliss Queen of Tibet : The Great Bliss Queen has completely gone beyond the human tendency to solidify and objectify the things of this world. For Her, life is a holographic dance of translucent, rainbow-colored patterns of energy that dip and swirl and interweave. She smiles and laughs because She is fundamentally free, and because She knows that we are, too!
Freedom, that is what it is all about you!
In Celebration of you and in the coming Equinox...many blessings!
Shannon Luminance River